Day 4 "Time to choose"

Yesterday i was thinking that i will live other way, i ll try to be more right.But when today comes , i realised that its too hard to change the way of living,and i dont wanna choose anything.I want more in this life, its not enought for me, i want more.Yes i understand that it can distroy me absolutly, but i cant help myselfe, i am not ashamed of myselfe.I do try to improve,i do try to treat better way.But now i understand that i dont wanna choose, i want all of it.