Day 2 " some day i will end like a homeless dog"

Ok.maybe today i was drunk.One of those days u know that u want to express somethinkg, nevermind what bad or good, just express yourselfe. I hurt some very close to me people, but do we always need to do so? Whu everytime i had to hurt some one inorder to feel that i need tham, or to make feel myself that they need me too.Is this a problem, or just the way of livin`.
Its complicated, really. I was just thinking that some day i will end like a homeless dog, and that would be "maybe" great.


I guess thats all for now.