Day 3 " it`s not easy"

Well,its really sometimes very hard,even if you are trying not to show that, and make the way that it`s okay. Sometimes i feel that i am lying myself.
I just want to live my life as i want,this is my life,my feelings,my soul.Every time i am doing the things my-way, many people are understanding that in their way.Maybe my understanding of life is a little bit different from others,but where is here my fault.I want to share my understanding of living with others,as i am sure that it is the better way of living.Some people even don`t see the beauty that is so close to them.I want to show them that life is beautiful.