Trying iPhone blogging

So it's been a long time I was missing, but I m back. Let's see what hase changed since I was n t here. I bought an iPhone , change some ways ov my living style , brack up with a women , and changed my job place.
Am I okay with it? I guess yes .

"still looking for smth"

Latly i was busy... yes i was, some girl, touched me,i was thinking its impossible, but i guess i was wrond . Its all cous i was always thinking i m too strong...wtf?!?!?
I m a men and thats all, every women can get a men if she just wants him.I guess its time to realise that.But now i think is more clear as it turn out that she is a real bitch. And whats even better. I fell easier now.

Day 7 " the moon"

Did u see the moon on 25/03/2010? Was very imprasive. Somshing very magical. I like the moon.Its always there , every evening almost.Even if u dont see it, u know he is there.I like to be the way it is.To make people to feel ur presanse even u r apsant.

Day 6 " it s OK"

LAst days i was comming over.I was trying to find out what do i really want from life.Am i doing smth wrong,or maybe others do.Anyway it`s always someone wrong in this life.I just want to have some days with myselfe and only myself, not thinking about anything at all.Maybe a nice room with a view somewhere far away from here.Just 5-6 days , and it will give me a clear pictur of ME.I understand that it s hard to understand me as franckly sometomes i althought do not understand myselfe.Its because of maybe i am a little different from others,or maybe i think so. But the truth is that really people do love me, and they like me to.Yes sometimes i do use there love, but who doesn`t.Even i dont want , but its happening sometimes.Love is making people to do a crazy things, and of course a loving person can and will want to do some crazy thing for u too.

Day 5 " you have to loose sometime to understand that you are winning""

Starting from a new day is always working for me.First u see everything in a vary dark colors, then the colors seems brither, then more and mor. Its just a metter of time.Everything is beeng changed,and the reason is one....TIME.
Last days were not of my best ones, but now i feel better.U have to loose sometime to understand that u r winning.
I think that every person must have his point of view.I have mine. Nobody must tell you that your point of view about how you livving is right or wrong as you know it better for yourselfe.Latly i was not quite sure about my point of view, but then i understand that thinking so is making me upset, and when i am upset i am not happy.So i beging to think posotively and understand that me and only me knows me better.I am who can make me happy or upset.
So lets make ourselvies better and more happy.The life is only one we have.

Day 4 "Time to choose"

Yesterday i was thinking that i will live other way, i ll try to be more right.But when today comes , i realised that its too hard to change the way of living,and i dont wanna choose anything.I want more in this life, its not enought for me, i want more.Yes i understand that it can distroy me absolutly, but i cant help myselfe, i am not ashamed of myselfe.I do try to improve,i do try to treat better way.But now i understand that i dont wanna choose, i want all of it.

Day 3 " it`s not easy"

Well,its really sometimes very hard,even if you are trying not to show that, and make the way that it`s okay. Sometimes i feel that i am lying myself.
I just want to live my life as i want,this is my life,my feelings,my soul.Every time i am doing the things my-way, many people are understanding that in their way.Maybe my understanding of life is a little bit different from others,but where is here my fault.I want to share my understanding of living with others,as i am sure that it is the better way of living.Some people even don`t see the beauty that is so close to them.I want to show them that life is beautiful.

Day 2 " some day i will end like a homeless dog"

Ok.maybe today i was drunk.One of those days u know that u want to express somethinkg, nevermind what bad or good, just express yourselfe. I hurt some very close to me people, but do we always need to do so? Whu everytime i had to hurt some one inorder to feel that i need tham, or to make feel myself that they need me too.Is this a problem, or just the way of livin`.
Its complicated, really. I was just thinking that some day i will end like a homeless dog, and that would be "maybe" great.


I guess thats all for now.

Day 1

So lets see, today is Valentines Day .The day of all lovers. When i woke up today a nice red box was waiting for me by my side.It was really very nice, i was glad.The only bad thing was that i forgot to by the presant for my lady by myselfe. What to do? Thats the way it goes....boys will be boys....:)
I guess thats all for now.
See ya.