Can't find still

What I can't find is the equality between what I have and what I want from life. But I guess there is always a place left for hardworking and reaching for goals, as it all is a connected to each other. Does that mean that if I ll not work hard now I ll have that feeling for the rest of my life? Maybe yes! No . No I dont want that , I know I ll do my best to make it happen , I just need to be more concentrated on what I m doing and what I will do in future. Let that be so.