Thoughts...

So good to realize that the whole way of becoming of you us the job that you did by yourself.As time goes by you became more stronger, but in other hand sometimes weaker too. You are becoming more ready for loosing somethings that you ll never do earlier. The way of living?? Maybe...

Some thoughts that can be not the best ones, but you cant deny too. Dont know for sure but maybe the lonely people are sometimes more happy. The freedom of having all the world inside of you and not sharing it with another person....is this the happiness? Do we always have to share all...our area, thoughts,things we used to love, even Facebook links??? What if we keep this all inside of us and try to feel ourselves from inside , from the deepest corners of our personality? Are we afraid to see the true picture of us? What if we like what we ll see? Maybe the person inside of us, sitting in the dark corners of ourselves, is better than we are.
Wanna see myself from inside. Maybe in this case the life will be changed in all his ways. And i ll feel the full of myself.

Can't find still

What I can't find is the equality between what I have and what I want from life. But I guess there is always a place left for hardworking and reaching for goals, as it all is a connected to each other. Does that mean that if I ll not work hard now I ll have that feeling for the rest of my life? Maybe yes! No . No I dont want that , I know I ll do my best to make it happen , I just need to be more concentrated on what I m doing and what I will do in future. Let that be so.