No one to be there

Having a talk for a while and not talked About what you were ready to talk . Feeling the pain inside that ppl have changed and you changed too with them. Wanna open your heart to a friend or anyone and you found that they are not ready or I d say not willing to hear that. I guess now I feel that I m really lonely. No one want this shit any more .
Where are they? What do they do? Why I m waiting for them?
Wanna change all , ALL!!!
Kids , only kids make me alive. They give me the power. I lost the peace I had by myself and I can't find it. I m doing my best but....
Waiting for the future while he is passing by day by day:(