The change is gonna come...

I'm listening now Olly Mures and i like it. Not really very much the music i always liked, but lately i started to listen. Like many other things in this life that from the beginning u could not say will u be doing that for next year or some 3 years later or not. I am seeking for the jog now. I guess this time it could be something different from which i did lately, but i guess that's what i need now...change !!!
Starting from beginning .... i started a new job, but it turns out that i was mistaken in my description of the job. The result was i didn't wish to go on. I mean even sometimes i wasn't willing to go for the job. It was terrible for me, as i always was very enthusiastic. I enjoyed my job always ...but lately i started to dislike it.
I guess i need job that could be more artistic and creative. I need inspiration in my job and around me too.

Here we go again.

As i understand lately what is really important in this life is your family. Kids are just wonderful, they are making u to feel that u still can, and u still must.Watching them grow u start to realise that they make some important changes inside of us...changes like the feeling that you are not alone...like that you are needed and wanted...can go on more and more.

The situations in our life brings us into some new feelings and moments.For example if u r low there are friends that are always by your side, in spite of the fact that you never thought about it when u r feeling much higher. I guess life has its rules.

So what we have???

Its been not a easy month...
Starting from that i begin to get involved into my new job, but in some way it turned out that it was not as an ideal one... Maybe i was waiting smth " higher" cant say now but i can say that it was really hard to find out that ..u made a "mistake".
U know sometimes all u need is to stop and to look around.. I mean very often we don't see and appreciate what we have and we are going for more and more and i cant say it is bad , but what about what we have now. I guess that was the one thing i missed when i was working in other place...i had all . i have done it all and i wanned more.

Anyway i m sure all will be great and will come to its place by time. All we have to do is to wait .. and seek again and again by valuing what we have at this moment.

Cheers guys:)))